sorry im poor i cant afford to pay attention
“Anything worth dying for… is certainly worth living for.”
Joseph Heller, Catch-22
Am I worth anything? Or worthy of anything? Why do I plunder into what seems like auto pilot mode and just go with life? Before I used to want this now I don’t know.. life just slips past me while It seems though I’m mesmerized by something else. I black out. What happened this month? I’m neither happy nor sad I’m…. grey. Nothing has been black and white in my life there’s always that grey area. When will life actually make sense?